what if
Today is my day in the 40 day fast and my team blogger is Jonathan. Click here to read his post.
I am not a mom. Yesterday I turned 41, my husband and I have been married for ten years, and so far we have been unable to conceive. These past few months, though, we have made the decision to try and adopt a little girl, possibly from China. And even though I still do not know what it feels like to be a mom, I am starting to look at children in a different way. What if this were my child? What if this was happening to my child and I could not protect it?
A true story:
“Panida*, a 14-year-old girl from rural Northern Thailand, had just finished her 8th grade studies and hoped to spend her summer break
earning some extra money. Panida thought that the potential earnings
from a summer job could bring her family some stability. Her family
needed the funds badly: Her father had died and her mother was
stricken with AIDS. When a local man approached her offering a wellpaying job that would last four months, she accepted. However, the man’s intentions were never to give her a job: He instead took Panida through a border checkpoint into Malaysia, where he sold her to a local brothel owner.
The brothel owner told Panida that he had paid an enormous sum for
her, and that she must reimburse him by selling her body to the brothel’s many customers. She was told that she would have to service five to 10 customers a night and that if she failed to meet her quota or refused customers, she would be beaten and abused.
Panida was locked in her new living quarters – a house crowded with
other trafficking victims, secured by guards, barred windows and doors
that locked from the outside. Terrified, Panida awaited her first rape.”
What if this were my daughter? What if I could not protect her?
My organization for today is the International Justice Mission (IJM), a human rights agency that secures justice for victims of slavery, sexual exploitation, and other forms of violent oppression. They advocate for victims when they are left without one: little girls sold into prostitution, widows whose homes get taken away, people sold into slavery to replay small debts. IJM was able to intervene in Panida’s tragedy.
Here’s the rest of the story:
“However, on the very night on which Panida was to be sold for the
first time, Malaysian police, prompted to action by information
provided through IJM undercover investigations, entered the brothel and released Panida and 94 other trafficking victims.
An IJM caseworker contacted Panida’s mother in Thailand, who was
overjoyed to hear that her daughter was safe. IJM paid the cost to reunite Panida and her mother and to sponsor Panida’s continuing education. Panida is now home again.”
Today, I will be fasting and praying for children affected by injustice – war, slavery, oppression. For children like Panida, who could have been mine. For perhaps my daughter. I hope you will join me.

You truly have the heart of a mother. I pray that your desires will come to fruition.
Beautiful story. For a few years now i’ve been trying to figure out what my role will be in stopping sex trafficking. I still don’t know how to be most useful, but your story keeps the fire burning within me. And, please, go for that Chinese adoption!!
Great story from IJM! I read how Sara Groves has talked about a girl who was trapped similarly and freed by IJM after a few months. The other prostitutes laughed at her for her hope and faith in God, but God had better love for her than they could have imagined. Stories like these cannot help but move people’s hearts.
I’ll be praying for you today and for IJM.
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Blessed Sunday « redcedar said this on July 13, 2008 at 2:41 pm |
What a wonderful and hopeful story…
Thanks Jeanine for sharing this story. It is so horrifying to know what some people are living through in the world. Praying for you and your adoption!
Yes, Jeanine, my dear wife, thanks for sharing this story. I’m proud to have such a loving, caring, lady with a mother’s heart next to me. Your blog is giving me a deeper appreciation for different aspects of who you are. And it is wonderful. I want others to know that you inspire me. Your hubby.
Wow what an amazing story… I’m very inspired by the work that the international justice mission is doing…
Thank you for being a part of the 40 day fast.
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ThisIsKristin » Blog Archive » Giving Grace and Panida’s story. said this on July 13, 2008 at 8:08 pm |
Hi Jeanine,
Thanks for blogging about IJM, here at HQ we are encouraged to keep on doing the work that we do. You might be interested in checking out Gary Haugen’s new book-founder and President of IJM. It is called Just Courage, the website is http://www.justcourage.com
All the best, Lyn at IJM HQ
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